Living

Tempted to feel
the free fall
Embrace easy death -
A reliever of ache.

Just a loosening of the
now-slackening grip
Always wanted to die alive
The fresh morning breeze
Playing music with my senses
Ears tuned to age-old memories
(The only blessing of progressive technology)
Thoughts- as usual- coming back to you
My face a superb hybrid combo of
Sorrowful eyes- rueful that I cant have you
Half-smiling lips- happy that
I found you - a passing touch

The shiny twin tracks
beckon to end the track of pain
I resist the temptation to ease
And continue living...
.. an everyday death.