Friday, March 24, 2006

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Dead for the past one year

Lived life for no reason
But lived anyway…
Had lost twin desires of my womb
Now am nurturing the pain of loss.
Time heals…
Ya, it does erase all visible signs
So that the world feels
There’s no more pain.
Pain has worked its way up
Now it’s a forever ache
Maybe for life…

Maybe some tiny kicks
On my breast with release the lump
Swallowed since long
Twinkling eyes, tottering toes, tantrum tales
Will bring some light
Will sound a new ring
Will bring back that impatience
Which I long for

Consoled the punctured womb
With a soul - severed umbilical chord
A bond transcending throes
Hope to join the umbilical chord
After birth…

Decided to live life from the first death anniversary.

6 Comments:

Blogger punjabi~car~freak! said...

too hard to comment

12:03 AM  
Blogger nishwish said...

it was actually the hardest experience... very painful.
its too personal a poem.
keep visiting.
love,
nisha

9:02 PM  
Blogger babs said...

hey nish,
nice poem.

babita balan

incase u get time chk my blog

www.adecentlife.wordpress.com

12:56 AM  
Blogger ~GiFt oF GoDhEaD~ said...

Ma'am i dunno wt to say..................
All i wanna say is thanks 4 being such a wondeful person
lotsa lov
-Sye

8:40 PM  
Blogger jocklohm junction said...

i havent wept in silence like this for long... i cant say anything further..

10:12 PM  
Blogger nishwish said...

i cant get away from this suffering inspite of writing many poems on this topic...
pain is me here... have seen a dear one suffer a lot

6:31 PM  

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