Thursday, February 28, 2008

Approaching End

The bilious taste
gave me a pukish feel...
I could sense the dirty yellowish-green
all inside in full glory

Yuck! I feared this all along
and bang its on my face...
dripping dirty droplets
It couldn't be me
could it?
Throat in finger
I drew blood... which soothed
the burning insides.

The alarm set years ago
had gone off.
The final journey awaited me.
Hung my boots after
the long worthless stint.

Now that bitterness tingled
in every tiny vein -
no antidote
(strange na... once he had called me his antidote)
could do much...

A bitter laughter and
a twisted grimace - cheap substitute
for a smile - I walk
towards the beckoning waves
promising to turn me inside out
and reaching me to welcoming shores.

2 Comments:

Blogger Nirvanicyogi said...

wo..wo man...i guess deformity at its best...being epitomised here...someone is taken the responsibility of really keeping it alive...
Approaching the end ...well is there a end at all ...we will find out....but i guess it could be a begining after the end ..well i hope so...a great begining


Man at times...i wonder whats happening out there....the wish girl is handling yellowish green substances, blood...well lets not abuse those substances ...okay...what do you say...

God...there is blood...there is yellowish green substances,there is bitterness...all vying for glory out there ....and the wish girl admist all this..and maybe ...just maybe she is here because of a complex combination of fate, choice, passion, rejection, dilemma, hate,love,anger,....

Okay iam here says the girl...so what ..im getting used to it...i feel this is my reality....

Okay..okay..alright ...but as you said ...never forget the welcoming shores....never forget the winds beneath your wings which could soar your flights higher...never forget that you can break on through the other side.... never forget the innocence of that little kid you once cherished... never forget to look at the clouds, cause they say every cloud has a silver lining.....never help them bury your truth...and remember you are as free as you think you are.........


Hey....this is cool....okay okay...i will write...and anyways i do get to write...through PL.....but hey good to be writing out here....

Chow..

6:43 PM  
Blogger dusky hues said...

i have good news for you
the wish girl has thrown up all the pent up frustration...
she's recovering...
u will see her shining like the star which was hidden by dark clouds...
but nevertheless shone throug,

:-)

10:19 PM  

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